Tired

God.. The reason I love him, I'm happy with him...
But, If he's doing some lie anymore or some mistake anymore..
I will find my another happiness..
So, please God... Give me the best way..
I don't want my heart being broken anymore...
It's sucks..
It's make me tired...

Please, I'm begging you..
Protect my heart, my hearts is too weak.
I'm tired, I'm tired to not believing him...
I'm tired to hear another lie..
I'm tired to see another mistake..
I don't want it...
I don't want a perfect relationship, but If him not trying to make me happy.
What should I do?
What I'm fighting for?
*sigh* it's another tears was running down tonight....